America--

America

'Then one of the students with blue hair and a tongue stud
Says America is for him a maximum-security prison whose walls

Are made of Radio Shacks and Burger Kings and MTV episodes
Where you can’t tell the show from the commercials;

And as I contemplate how full of bull I think he is,
He says that even when he’s driving to the mall in his Isuzu

Trooper with a gang of his friends, letting rap music pour over them
Like a boiling jacuzzi full of ballpeen hammers, even then he feels

Buried alive, captured and suffocated in the folds
Of the thick satin quilt of America.

And I wonder if this is a legitimate category of pain,
or whether he is just spin-doctoring a better grade.

And then I remember that when I stabbed my father in the dream
last night, It was not blood but money

That gushed out of him, bright green hundred-dollar bills
Spilling from his wounds, and --this is the weird part--,

He gasped, “Thank God--those Ben Franklins were
Clogging up my heart--

And so I perish happily,
Freed from that which kept me from my liberty”--

Which is when I knew it was a dream since my dad
Would never speak in rhymed couplets

And I look at the student with his acne and cell phone and phony
ghetto clothes, And I think, “I am asleep in America too,

And I don’t know how to wake myself either”
And I remember what Marx said near the end of his life:

”I was listening to the cries of the past,
when I should have been listening to the cries of the future.”

But how could he have imagined 100 channels of 24-hour cable
Or what kind of nightmare it might be

When each day you watch rivers of bright merchandise run past you
And you are floating in your pleasure boat upon this river

Even while others are drowning underneath you
And you see their faces twisting in the surface of the waters

And yet it seems to be your own hand
Which turns the volume higher?'

---Tony Hoagland
Printed with permission of the author